ONLY
A VAPOR!
James
4:14
14
Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is
even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away.
It seems like only yesterday I was a
shirtless barefoot boy, playing with an old alarm clock in the black dirt
in front of a rented house in Cincinnati. One could smell the meat packing
house not too far away and the noise of the city was a curious mixture of
honking horns, and the rumble of machinery. I would play all day and then turn
the bathwater into muck. Momma would dry my kid-blond hair with a towel and
then off to bed.
A moment later I was a teen in a
football uniform
and then a cap and gown. Suddenly I’m a young man working in the parts cage at
the Coca-Cola company with an uneasy restlessness that later defined itself as
a call from God upon my life.
Like a blur I’m kneeling in the
tabernacle at the Ohio youth camp after hearing Dr. David Cavin. Now I’m
standing in line registering for classes at Baptist Bible College. Standing
near the back of the Bible Baptist Church I spy a lovely young lady playing the
piano. She is the love of my life.
More than forty years of ministry swirls
about in a cyclone of places and faces. What remains are ambition,
disappointment and satisfaction in a strange blend. Now it is sunset and the
colors are magnificent.
I’d like to quote another old preacher, Charles Haddon
Spurgeon, who said:
We crossed and recrossed a river several
times
by the ferry-boat with no purpose in the world but mere amusement and curiosity,
to watch the simple machinery by which the same current is made to drift the
boat in opposite directions from side to side. To other passengers it was a
business, to us a sport.
Our
hearers use our ministry in much the same manner when they come to it out of
the idlest curiosity and listen to us as a means of spending a pleasant hour.
That which should ferry them across to a better state of soul, they use as a
mere pleasure-boat to sail up and down in, making no progress after years of
hearing. It may be sport to them, but it is death to us, because we know it
will before long be death to them.
n
Charles
Haddon Spurgeon, The Quotable Spurgeon, (Wheaton: Harold Shaw
Publishers, Inc, 1990)
Dear
Lord, teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
AMEN
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