WHAT
SHALL THIS MAN DO?
John
21:18-22
18
Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself,
and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt
stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither
thou wouldest not.
19
This spake he, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when he had
spoken this, he saith unto him, Follow me.
20
Then Peter, turning about, seeth the disciple whom Jesus loved following; which
also leaned on his breast at supper, and said, Lord, which is he that betrayeth
thee?
21
Peter seeing him saith to Jesus, Lord, and what shall this man do?
22
Jesus saith unto him, If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to
thee? follow thou me.
The
commentaries available to me shed very little light on verses 21 and 22,
although they ignore the meaning with several paragraphs of flowery language.
We are left to muse for ourselves and join the ranks of the uncertain.
Undaunted, we press ahead because the Bible itself gives us some clues.
Peter
was bathed in the hot glow of rebuke!
The verses just preceding these tell us
of Peter’s uncomfortable encounter with the Jesus. He had denied three times.
He must have felt foolish as Jesus asked him three times
if he was now of the same opinion as before when Peter said “I will die for
you!” Jesus simply asks Peter if he truly loved him. Does that love still
remain? He asked him three times and then restored him to his calling. “Feed my
sheep!”
Peter
was told the way he should die!
Eusebius, Prudentius, Chrysostom, and
Augustine all write that 34 years later Peter would be crucified and that Peter
chose to be crucified upside down because he felt unworthy to be crucified in
the same posture as our Lord.
But
Peter still was evaluating his worth by comparing himself to others!
“Lord, what shall this man do?” John,
who is the writer here, refers to himself in a distant and detached manner. He
explains that “this man” was the beloved disciple who leaned on Jesus’ breast
at supper. Peter, like many of us, wanted to know if he would rise to the level
of others. The real question is: “Will my contribution be as important or as
well applauded as this man?” Jesus answered Peter like He would answer us all
by saying, “That is none of your business!” Your path is a personal
one.
It
is foolish to boast of God’s blessings upon our work as if they were a result
of our superior character, effort or talents!
When Peter preached on the Day of
Pentecost some three thousand were saved and baptized. When Stephen preached he
was stoned to death. What can we conclude from this? Very
little! The same Holy Spirit that empowered Peter in his preaching was working
in Stephen when he preached. The results were dramatically different. I believe
the Master was happy with both of them.
We
all want Jesus to say “well done!”
I believe every Christian servant wants
to hear those words. There is also a great temptation to want to hear those
same words from our peers. We want the praise of other men. We want to be known
as one uniquely blessed of God or uniquely talented in some area. It’s a very
wrong kind of pride and God hates pride. If we could have been there on that
day I think Jesus’ words to Peter would have thundered. “What is that
to thee? follow thou me.”
Dear
Lord! Deliver me from being a prideful man-pleaser. Help me to be faithful to
my own personal calling. AMEN