CONFRONTING  MEDIOCRITY!
1 Tim  4:12-16  KJV
12 Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the  believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit,  in faith, in purity.
13 Till I come, give attendance to reading, to exhortation, to  doctrine.
14 Neglect not the gift that is in thee, which was given  thee by prophecy, with the laying on of the hands of the  presbytery.
15 Meditate upon these  things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may  appear to all.
16 Take heed unto thyself, and unto the doctrine;  continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself, and them that  hear thee.
Timid  Timothy had a passionate mentor in the Apostle Paul. From these verses we may gather  that Timothy was intimidated by those older and more experienced. Paul urged him  to be wholehearted in the exercise of his resources and gifts.  
As a  youth, and  struggling with the call of God upon my life, I was a constant source of  frustration for my pastor. Not long before his death he confessed to me that he  once said: “The only way Ron Abbott will ever be closer to God is to grow an  inch taller!” I suppose I deserved that because I was so wishy-washy in my  practice of my faith. Now I am reaping that harvest and it is  bitter.
Today  there is a general slide into mediocrity and those who are average in their faith seem like  spiritual giants. Worship has been deposed by entertainment and effort has been  replaced by ease. Commitment has fallen to convenience. As a young preacher I  was trained to withstand opposition and was prepared for martyrdom but I feel  ill prepared me for apathy. 
1. Mediocrity  must be challenged by study!
1 Tim  4:13
13 Till I come, give  attendance to  reading, to exhortation, to  doctrine.
2 Tim  2:15
15 Study to shew thyself  approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing  the word of truth.
2. Depth must  be developed through meditation!
1 Tim  4:15
15 Meditate upon these  things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may appear to  all.
Meditate = “to take care  of, or to revolve  in the mind.”
3. Commitment  requires a death to selfishness!
Paul said: “give thyself  wholly to them.” Don’t just dip your toes in the water. Dive into the middle of  Christianity. Give it all you’ve got! 
When I Survey The  Wondrous Cross by Isaac  Watts
Were the whole realm of  nature mine,
That were a present far too  small:
Love so amazing, so  divine,
Demands my soul, my life,  my all.
Dear Lord, the  frustration I feel results from knowing that I too am not as committed as I  should be. Forgive me and help me to be more wholehearted.  AMEN
